Things had been over between Dimitri and me for about two years. After a relationship that had caused both of us more problems and arguments than any other bad relationship I had chosen to enter into.
The separation between us was equally painful. However, for years we continued to speculate about a possible return. Amidst my doubts and Dimitri's doubts. Without ever holding a meeting that could confirm an end that was already underway or an approach to reunification.
The new relationship
During my last attempt, before he convinced me to continue on my way.
I had discovered that Dimitris had decided to move on, dating a new girl!
I didn't know anything else, I had never met them. All I knew for sure was that I would never have another chance with him.
This information was inside me and “ate away” at me for a few days before I convinced my mind to react! I could cry. I could lie on the couch without food or have a desire to go out. But instead, to my surprise, I decided to use this information to indulge in a personal and physical pleasure!
I haven't had sex in a while! But, I had to admit that what I remembered with Dimitri was that he had never managed to fully satisfy me!
The erotic fantasy
But knowing that he is with another woman, the desire to bring my hand closer to my pussy was rekindled inside me! It was like something that had been long dormant and could be reawakened without revenge! No concessions to foolish retaliation in the arms of a man who didn't want to know my moments and respect my wishes!
At Dimitris' side I had imagined a dark-haired woman! With a much more athletic body than mine and even more ample breasts, what I always lacked!
I had pictured them in my mind in the car! In the middle of a deserted, night parking lot, with the moon looking up at them in the sky! She would bend down to his jeans to pull his zipper and let his penis on her lips!
I imagined how masterfully her lips rubbed first against his balls and then upwards! Dimitri would stand there, motionless, letting himself be enveloped in her warm mouth! Only pressing the back of her neck with his hands to entice her not to stop!
Masturbation
My fingers had ended up towards my clitoris ! I had already completely wet my panties while I had this erotic fantasy in my mind ! I was just enjoying myself and I was making pictures!
I was familiar with Dimitri's habits and maximum arousal and I knew that sex between them would focus on anal sex! In my mind I had imagined a new companion familiar with such practices! Slutty enough to please him! As she would later do with her next lovers!
Dimitris would have prepared her to get his penis in her ass, expecting to push her without feeling much pain at first! Dimitri's hands would clutch her breasts and only when she was fully inside would he start thrusting!
The erotic fantasy brought back the memory of my intimate sexual experience with him!
Before we finished, we were sweating profusely and finished almost simultaneously!
At that moment my fingers had increased the intensity of the touch on my clitoris to decide to indulge in the final orgasm! At the idea of Dimitri's sperm inside a new partner's ass enjoying sex together. Then I came intensely and very hard!
